SET MYSELF FREE!!

Malaysia,PangKor

2010-06-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

ChongHoe's nephew & niece:)

Yucks!!look at that black black thingy he's holding!!
It eventually produces white substance!!
YUCKS!!:X

Lessons from 9 till 530!

2010-04-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

lecture on Fundamental of Marketing is fun^^ didnt know marketing would be so interesting..But before that,i couldn't find the class!!it's at LT17B and i could only find LT17A!!-.-
Somemore carrying lots of things..HUGE bag,shoe bag,lappy!!omg..
but heng..able to survive^^
now having WCD-WEB CLIENT DEVELOPMENT!!the teacher is so damm cool luh!!great teacher..teaching at fast pace but really could understand if u follow:)
felt that this subject is interesting!!^^

delicated to my love:P

2009-10-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

2009-10-19T10:07:00.002+08:00

ARGH...next week is the start of my 'nightmares!'>< ----->the Os...The Os..THE Os!!!@_@

but wads nearer is my sci pract. :( gotta want to do well for it as i dun wanna moan over wad i had already done..which i always do but i really hope i wont this time round..cux every single paper is crucial:S

PLUS, i think it's gonna help a lot to keep the right attitude for the rest of the papers..because ppl tend to get sad over wad they might think they'd 'flunk' their paper and dun wish to continue working hard for the rest..kind of like give up on EVERYTHING!
Till the end,they're just merely giving up on every SINGLE hope/chance to obtain better results><
NOTHING CAN BE DONE IF YOU HAD GIVEN UP ON TRYING!!
EITHER gonna work hard till the end OR never will you get to the end..same goes to me as well:X

Well......,feeling stressed up..everybody does i guess..just a little difficult to cope with exams stress while having to cope with family matters><
and i realised that no matter how much i sleep,trying to avoid..there's no use and end to it..i faces the same old problems over and over again..but wad to do?they are my family members..not someone whom i don't know..
But things are getting a LITTLE better when everyone's busy with their stuffs and though my mum will be complaining abt this and that,but at e end of e day,it's just kinda like one of her naggings which she must at least do a little to make her feels "better?"..perhaps,she's just trying to voice out to sort of release some stress of hers?awww..dunnoe luh..
How i wish i could get my family's understanding to at least watch me through this last lap><

Hmmm..to this special someone who is always here for me and helping me throughout..thank you:) u brought me laughter and make me feel really blessed to have known you:) thanks for giving me your unconditional care and concern..plus,you're really a great 'audience':) thanks for your presence and listening ears!LOVES~

2009-08-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

PISCES MAN

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not a greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.
His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

something meaningful^^

2009-08-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

"I am not the slave of my past,but the master of my future. Whatever situation I am in is a result of decisions and choices I have made.I am continuously creating my reality with my thoughts and my decisions.Everything I do,think,feel and decide now is creating the realityin which i will live in the future."

I wish,I wish,I wish~

2009-06-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

How I wish..
..i could get rid of my P******
..i could do some treatment to my hair!
..to get ENOUGH sleep!!
..i could have a room owned by ME..(packed n organised with all MY
stuffs,comfortable bed,study table,nice WARDROBE!)
..i could get suitable/ideal/right clothings & accessories
..to strive well in my 'Os'(who doesn't want man?)
..to clear all hatred that is existing now:( (hope to see my friendships last!!)

Splendid Day indeed!!

2009-06-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 830..Then saw ET's msg abt her being in school super damm early!!and she asked me to join her for breakfast..so i went..hmm..reached at abt 9 and we both ate 'vegetarian bee-hoon' plus BIG BIG cup of soya bean...SUPER FULL LUH!!but ET still ordered 6 pieces of bread sia!!BEI FU HER!!(><) Erm..first was chem timed-test..it suck:( the AVA room was super cold!!kept on sneezing while doing the paper!!super irritating..got out of the room at abt 9plus goin 10.. Off we go to the market(partner,ET,stev,&BY) Drank bubble tea!!(chocolate volcano~)nice nice!!~ After tat,went back to school for maths lesson..before goin to class,we went the hall there to play VB for awhile..Was perspiring and really hate tat feeling when wearing uni-form den perspire!!-.-" Maths lesson was chaotic!!boys talking and talking away..super irritating..cux couldnt concentrate..& they eventually pissed Mrs.Pow off and she walked out of the classroom..they got her back but still made noise..really disturbing(>"<) Finally,maths lesson's over..so made my way home to take a nap before going to HSH to have training.. Training was great!!^^hope the following will be better:)*fingers crossed* Went to bathe & off i go again back home..was super hungry:'( Meanwhile,GM called..so we chat:)hahas..after which,GM told me a good news sia!!HAHAHA!!XD "9268" is really a good number!!

2009-06-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

][1st June...][
It was my chinese O level paper!!looked foward to it for quite some time already..finally!!the day had arrived!!^^ The paper was okay..but i forgotten to write my question number for my compo!!:'( and i didnt manage to finish my paper2..
But then..was happy that it's over!!woohoo~

][2nd June...][
Got science practical early in the morning man!!super sian!!woke up damm early as we nid to report at 730!!In the end,8 plus already still havent start yet..super waste time!!
the thingy was still okay..but it's a good experience as whole of the practical is done by myself..though having doubts on some as i really had not done it before..and there dun seems to hav other ppl doing the exact same thing tat u're doing!!..overall,it was nice^^

][3rd June...][
Rushed to skool for English oral & reached at abt 730..suppose to report at 715 de..so i was late..BUT..in the end,they say they had not done wit the 4exp..so want us to go to the classrooms to do some intensive writing-.-" ended up having our oral at 930..It's really super waste time AGAIN!!could be able to sleep longer if we were to report later..really tired man!!& im in the first group to go for it!!super scary luh!(>.<)
After tat,went market with partner to hav our breakfast..and back to school again to study at the library..stayed till abt 2 plus and went back home with partner & ET to take my shoe bag!!then make our way back to school again for their school training..TIRED TIRED TIRED!!
Went dinner with dorita & ET..
Made my way home @ 8~

SUPER HAPPY DAY!!

2009-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Got to do some last min revision by memorizing some 'frame' to write for compo..blah..blah..blah..
Well,it was okay as i managed to get all those stuffs in my head..By then,it's evening time already..GameMaster called and asked me if i wanna join for dinner..and off i went..had a filling dinner @ pasta~and after eating,my sister came to join us..guess what..she ordered a kid's meal!!super funny luh..her plate got cartoons on it one..HAHA!!XD
After which,we walked..WALKED as in really walked ALL THE WAY to amk hub!!was perspiring but GM perspire much more!!scary~then,we walked around amk hub to sort of 'digest' abit of wad we'd ate for dinner!!And this is the moment my new SONY T900 camera(red) was born-ed!!THANKS!!really love it a lot sia~

PREPRATION PLAN FAILED!!

2009-05-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ehh..woke up quite late at about 11plus goin 12?Then had my 'lunch',went to do some studying and revision for my chinese..butt..ET called,den ask me whether going for training..den i was lyk..huh?got training arh?-.-"
After tat conversation,stopped studying n start packing my stuffs,preparing myself for training..Got there by car as Mr.chew drove us there..together with Mr Ang,ET,Marlyn,and Weiling..Hmm..training was okay,but exhausting@_@ Bought bubble tea & off i go!!back home~............lights off at 12plus,1~

2009-05-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

forced myself up to get myself to school and had lessons lessons lessons~
time really flies man..super fast then bell ring and there's no remedial!!^^ Mr.chandra told us to go home and revise for chinese and quickly get that paper done so as we can concentrate on other subjects lerh:)super nice luh!!
Ohh..we went to the I.T. room for our CF lesson and we watched show AGAIN!!super nice luh..this time round is a korean show,'the way home' Well,it's nice and trilling..the grandmother veri poor thing..got such a rude grandson:'( but there's always been a happy ending when everything comes to an end:)
So,got myself packed and ready to go off^^ Saw partner at the classrooms block and off we go to the market to get some dessert..hahas..she had her braces on and it's really cute luh!!furthermore,it's pink in colour^^yi-po-you~yi-po-you~
After that,went to see doctor with GMs as my left leg wasn't fully recovered yet..At times,it will start to get 'puffed' up at the bone area..which was disgusting man..so,went in and got my leg checked by the doc. n he applied some oil,rubbed the affected area n took a scary 'tool' which had many many small "needles" on it!!i freaked out man!!he start using it to hit on my ankle!!then,blood seemed to form a little on my skin..he then use a plunger n suck my blood out!!scary~ but a bit of my blood was being sucked out:P In the end,he place a "plaster" on it n it was done!!Ohyah..in between,he was super lame luh..say wad wanna hire vampire to suck my blood out-.-' and some other lame stuffs luh!!cannot stand it..Plus!!that whole doc visit trip cost $25 sia!!so EX:( and it cost my blood too!(>"<)!
Off we go again to our next 'destination'..gave GM some of my mum's self made dumplings!~ the 2 of us eventually ate 2 of them luh!!ma-sho-you~delicious~^^had my math homework done ans we went to eat beancurds!!This time round,we had 'tang yuan' inside got peanut one..as an extra ingredient to our beancurds:)fell in love with the taste of it n couldn't finish my beancurd:P

English Prelim..

2009-05-26T23:36:00.001+08:00

Had EL paper today..it was fine though..hmm..nothing much to say about it..
After tat,went tuition with milky pie..it was suffering man..i think it's due to the lack of sleep these few days?kind of lyk falling asleep when doing those exercises on the book!!but forcing myself to stay awake was way too tough man!!@_@ horrible feeling!it was lyk a good chance to sleep cux super tired but cannot fall asleep!!super irritating~
Anws,dropped milky pie off and off we go..starting had no plans..but in e end,we went to catch some movie!!^^"Night At The Museum 2" THAT.. brighten up my mood and lighten my stress man!!hahas:)
It was super crazy and entertaining!!i laughed till my stomach cannot take it -.-''!!
Followed up by a nice and filling dinner @ one of my favourite eating place:Sakae!!
SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~SHUSHI~
Then,went popular n i'd got this book entitled:"Mummy doesn't love you"><
Finally,home sweet home!!had a wonderful sleep!!^^

It's Kinda bothering me!

2009-05-11T21:46:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 1040plus this morning as there's no school!!shiok^^
& see-ing the hse SUPER clean!!(thanks to you sis!!love ya lots)it has become super ultra comfortable sia^^and also the cup of hot goat's milk:)
Washed up and stuffs then off i go to rebecca's hse:) to do english powerpoint..And also!!korean video~hahas
Super nice and funny luh!!
Hmm..went home at around 8plus going 9..
TIRED!!!!!!!!@_@
PLus..stomach's upset:( pain man..like having diarrhea..jialat ler lah!!
hmm..above is wad i've done and had happened 2dae..

][SPECIALLY FOR U~AND ONLY U!!][
Ehh..was rather pissed off luh..could u just F off?u're already out of my sight already..why are u still like a 'buzzing bee' pestering me?in which position are u to get involve in my 'friendship' cycle?

ohyahh..got to "THANK YOU" man..helping me to know whether this friend is worth the 'friendship' or not..
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!THOSE WHO EVENTUALLY BELIEVED YOU WHOULD LET ME KNOW THAT THEY ARE NOT WORTH!!
ohh..it's so nice of you..advicing ppl to STAY away from me PLUS it's not the first time already..if im not wrong..
SHOO-ING ppl off by saying those nasty things about me?and that will make you feel better?HAH!!GOOD atempt man..i think u should shoo urself off !!Ohh..in fact,i think u'd keep the LONGEST DISTANCE ever away from me already cuz 'I' will MAKE USE of U mah..HAHA!!

JUST SHUT YOUR DAMM BLODDY MOUTH UP AND I WOULD REALLY APRECIATE IT!!

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS

2009-05-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

I'd spent the WHOLE day watching this korean drama!!and it's super nice!!
BUt only managed to watch till episode7..

BUSY-NESS IS KILLING ME!!

2009-05-09T23:39:00.001+08:00

Well,2dae's ia a 'killing me' day..woke up at about 8 plus 9 in the morning!!(Thanks to my mum)
That was atill okay..But then,things starts to pile up!!
1st,she told me to hangthe clothes..
2nd,wash my stuffs..
3rd,sweep and mop the floor..(but ended up i call my 3rd sister do:P)
4th,i got to go help out at her stall this was which the most tiring ever!!From 12noon all the way till 930 at night!!It was super super tiring!!

][the help-out][
i've got to serve the customers,still got to wash those CUPS!!Kept washing NON-STOP!!i tell u..it was seriously NON-STOP(>"<)wash until my hands turned PALE!! THEN~ i still have to throw the rubbish away at the garbage area which sinks lyk shit!Even have to bring the customers' order to them..So i was like walking here and there..super chaotic..
Whole body's aching and my legs are like those which was like after playing for full day from morning till night of volleyball!!JELLY liao:'(
And,i'd skipped my lunch and dinner>.<
Anyway,left the stall at abt 945pm,went to take bus31 to toapayoh..I seriously think that the air-conditioner in ther bus was FREE de lo!!Super cold sia..made me sneeze a lot of thimes and i hav nothing with me..just a fone and an ez-link card..-pathetic-
After that,both mentally and physically really cannot take it already..so took a cab home..

][the cab trip][
wah..the taxi driver SUPER sia..drive super fast..made me super worried sia..the traffic light was RED and he's foot is still pushing on the accelerator!!then go until super near and stepped on the brakes super hard sia..SHARP stop..And one more..he was driving past the St.Nicholas Girls School,there's this HUGE hump..and he didnt sees it!!he accelerated and suddenly saw that thingy and brake-d..i FREAKED out man!!taking his ride like taking ROLLER COASTER lyk tat sia..
][finally reached home!!(safe and sound)][
Once reached home,went to bathe IMMEDIATELY(>"<)
cuz there very somky and got those kinda 'smell' de..so it was back with me..smelly smelly!~ hmm..Eyes super duper tired..but still managed to finish bathing without falling asleep!!
my eyes become like------>(@.@) lerh lah:'(

WHOO-HOO!

2009-05-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

It's a SUNDAY~feeling super great!!and it got even better when my mum says she wanna make DUMPLINGS!!Was hyper-active luh..So,helped her out whenever she needs me!!^^hahas..though it was a happy thing..but it was also tiring having to help out!~Hmm..It's worth it bah^^so gonna have a good rest!!

HAH!!
someone is blessed to get the chance to eat my mum's dumplings!!

But,'happy-mood' level dropped greatly as tmr's monday!>"<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(S)

2009-04-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

][18th April][
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHEEPENG and REBECCA~
Hope u like the present(s)^^though it was just a simple piece of 'thingy'..hahas!!Anw,bet u had enjoyed celebrating UR birthday!loves!!

][19th April][
HMM..went SHOPPING with G****M***S~
It was fun man..super funny as we crapp-ed a lot a lot!!and of course SHOP a lot a lot!!hahas^^
eh..had an expensive dinneeeerrrr!!-_-'
after tat had a small spark-off wit my sis!and there we go again~hmm..vicious cycle?
So,cabb-ed home feeling BAD!!extremely BAD!!but it was okay after pouring out lots of stuffs to G****M***S..It will be better as days past:)

EVENTS THAT TOOK PLACE WHICH MAKES ME FEEL A LOT BETTER!!^^

2009-04-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

TODAY'S Good Friday!!happy day ahead for me!!hmm..actually a lot of things happened..lots of GOOD stuffs^^but also bad stuffs luh..haix:( but overall,it was a great day!!went to meet ShiLing,ShuMei,& HeJun and we went plaza sing for a movie:) 'Sniper'
It was super nice!!HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!

After that went to meet TM,had dinner at pasta~^^(my favourite man!!) and we watched 'Shinjuku'
Hmm,it was okay^^ but had those bloody scene which made me super uncortable luh..but heng im not alone..Got TM,so it's okay!:)
ehh..thanx for S****** ** **** (u should noe wad i mean bah) it was nice^^
So everything's fine and better..can say is happier being able to meet up!^^
BIG SMILE!&LOVES!!<3

TEAM GIFT EXCHANGE!

2009-04-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

Though 2dae will be having boring lessons,but was happy and excited on wad's coming up next after my lessons and stuffs^^ TEAM EXCHANGE!~hmm..this year didnt know wad to do..so decided on doing those hands-on stuffs..hope to take it as part of the memories we had together bah..After tat went Luo jiao lian's coffee shop for the last team dinner..
HMM..guess almost everything went well..TILL something happened that screwed everything up..didnt know being there putting an "act" in front of me was 'EASY'..hard on u lerh manx!!OHYAH!!and eventually that act was MISTAKEN-LY exposed!HAH..now i realised how it was to be BEING A gossip TOPIC IN FRONT OF SOMEBODY/SOMEBODIES!!whatever that has been done was already THERE..i don't seem to find any reason for *** to apologise after it happened..Hey come'on luh..just imagine *** didnt send wrongly,i wouldn't even know about THIS!and *** wont feel sorry about it..so yup..there's nothing i could do..ohh ohh..and i guess even after knowing i knew it,and apologise,i dun think u even feel sorry at all..SO NO POINT~:)

AWW whatever~im not gonna care..It will only kill my brain cells!!i could kill off my brain cells by doing something better rather than wasting it on such things..
So..one word to describe.."HORRIBLE"
][TEAM PRESENTS!~][

][TEAM DINNER][

][PARTNER][

A MEMORABLE DAY INDEED!!

2009-04-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY~SUNDAY~hmm..went school in the morning..wanna do my homework,study and stuffs..BUT it failed!!OHMAN~HoWeVeR,i managed to get some work done before all those temptation started..It's so difficult to resist temp. luh!ARGH..ended up getting myself weighing a few more pounds heavier!~

Anw,it was super duper fun and i'll never gonna forget:)

ahh..not forgetting the movie 'knowing'..It's nice but the ending was abit 'suck-kie'@.@

Also,had a splendid dinner which caused me to weigh another few more pounds!!But heng it's gonna happen ONCE IN THE BLUE MOON~*i guess*

Was blessed to have a ride home safely^^ THANX!!

][this cost super duper expensive as compared to this cup of 'milo bing'][

somemore so small cup!

TODAY'S TH...

2009-03-28T23:19:00.005+08:00

Had school 2dae!!lessons lessons lessons~~nothing much to say about..hmm..went for training after remedial!was only able to spike,receive,set..but wasnt able to run and jump..so it's sort of meaningless as i am not able to do a lot of things during training..ended up doing stretchings and 'pao qiu' only..THEN..sat at a side watch them train,having a book in my hands..anyways,it was crap luh..only managed to read a few pages cuz keep starring at them play den ownself desperately wanna play but cannot><
...E 1WEEK,5TH DAY EVER SINCE I'D SPRAINED MY ANKLE:'(

First day of school FOR ME..

2009-03-24T19:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm..ytd was absent from school..so TODAY managed to wake up at 6 to prepare myself for school..doing last minute stuffs like iron-ing my uni-form,PACKING my bag,finding my school badge & name tag,etc,etc..Was limping around the entire house!-_-'''
Anyways,got myself dressed for school and woke my mother up so she could drive me to school^^BUT,BUT,BUT i was LATE..dotz rite?Was 'heng',i was being excused due to my leg..really cant walk fast..im already to my maximun speed already and still ended up late..ZZZZZZ...
Then..lessons lessons~ went chem lab for two periods,and of course it's chemistry~ followed by chinese,two periods oso..thought it would recess already..but to my surprise,it's P.O.A!one period,at level 3 lo..made my way up there,step by step,slowly and carefully..ARGH!!seeing many ppl walk past me walking damm steadily@.@ Awww..finally reached e class,settled down,blah blah blah,and one period past!super duper fast..wad's next is that i had to make my way down to e canteen at lvl 1!!~~RAWR~~!!
After recess~it's maths at 4th lvl..so climbed e stairs till 2nd lvl goin 3rd,and some of my class-mates came anouncing that it's in e computer lab,and i went--->(-.-'')after that was english then history..but excused!cuz got match against 'Jurong sec'..i only got e chance to watch them play:'( damm sad luh..But still,was happy for them^^we've won 2-1 with e score of (21-25),(25-19),(25-23)..
Ehh..watch nanyang vs cedar but didnt stay till e end as im off to see doc. with H****P***..damm funny..hahas!!LMAO luh..didnt noe u would crap so much..it was super lame can?!?!from i noe u de minimun to de MAXIMUN arh!!But i must admit..you're really good at cheering ppl up^^it's nice having u around to joke together..hmmm..maybe more to e lame side than joke bah..
ohyah..went dinner before heading home~~~_must reach home at 7pm_~~ Had a filling dinner man!!shall list them down..
Here goes:
1)waffles..
2)spagetti..
3)chee chong fan..
4)italian bread..
5)honey lemon drink!
Anyways,managed to reach home at 7.03!3minutes late..but i was on time lo.house clock faster!-_-''LOLz..
Errhurmp!seems like i've said much much much more than ever man!!SO.........Stay tunned for more fun? and incidents that happened in my crappy life?^^ lovemygrumpytoast!<3

MY POOR ANKLE@_@

2009-03-24T19:37:00.006+08:00

MY SWOLLEN LEG!!~
IT HAS BEEN A WEEK ALREADY!!
DAMM DISGUSTING LUH!><[side view]

[front view]

~~DoEs iT lOoK lIkE a PiG lEg To U?~~

SCHOOL REOPENS~

2009-03-23T12:08:00.000+08:00

Today school reopens ler..but wasnt able to go school as my ankle is still swollen!:( One week ler leh!!TMD... i miss Shiling,Strawberry,playing ball,miss my team-mates,miss my school-mates!~im lyk in my own world now..no fone,no contact..NOTHING!!ARGH!~i really really hope by tomorrow my leg will be okay and i wanna go school!!@_@

放了爱

2009-03-22T11:46:00.011+08:00

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
ni zhi xiang yuan fang, ai qing hen qing liang
笑问不如今后就我们俩
xiao wen bu ru jin hou jiu wo men liang
怕泪会反光钻进你的胸膛
pa lei hui fan guang, tie jin ni de xiong tang
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏
dan na bu shi gan dong, shi, lei wu fa chu chang

把美梦锁上以为是天堂
ba mei meng suo shang, yi wei shi tian tang
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
yu yi xhe qi zai ni sheng bian jing jing tang
却只能用目光在空中翱翔
que zhi neng yong mu guang zai kong zhong ao xiang
还得乔装安份靠在你的肩膀
hai de qiao zhuang an fen, kao zai ni de jian pang

放了爱为了爱
fan le ai, wei le ai
这不是我该怎么生活
zhe bu shi wo, gai ze me sheng huo
放了爱
fang le ai

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
ni shuo ni xi huan, wo xiao de kai lang
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
ni yue wen ro, wo yue bu xiang sa huang
我已办不到你想要的那样
wo yi ban bu dao ni xiang yao de na yang
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强
ke qi di pei he ni, wo gan jue geng mian qiang

别人的幸福何必要模仿
bie ren de xing fu, he bi yao mo fang
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
xin bu zai he ku, liu qu ke zai sheng pang
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
jia man zi you, wo yao wu zhong liang fei xiang
就算以分离收场
jiu suan yi fen li shou chang

放了爱为了爱
fang le ai, wei le ai
这不是我该怎么生活
zhe bu shi wo, gai ze me sheng huo
放了爱会明白
fang le ai, hui ming bai
有种拥有叫做放手
you zhong yong you, jiao zuo fang shuo

我的心为爱流离失所
wo de xing, wei ai liu li shi suo
紧握最后回家的线索
jing wo zui hou hui jia de xian suo
等到寻获真正的我
deng dao xun huo zhen zheng de wo
证明我决定没有错
zheng ming wo jie ding mei you chuo

放了爱为了爱
fang le ao, wei le ai
这不是我想要的生活
zhe bu shi wo, xiang yao de sheng huo
放了爱你会明白
fang le ai, ni hui ming bai
有种拥有叫做放手
you zhong yong you, jiao zuo fang shou
放了爱
fang le ai

Some funny videos:)

2009-03-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

TAKE A LOOK AT THSE!
MILKY PIE SHOWED ME THIS^^

SPRAINED MY LEFT ANKLE

2009-03-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

Today,went for training..and i SPRAINED MY LEFT ANKLE after landing on a ball!It was terrible luh!damm painful siol..i CRIED lyk mad@_@ gonna skip quite a number of countable trainings ler:'( sad man!my mother is gonna bring me to see a doctor..on the way, can go adjust my braces..so after e visit to the chinese sin seh,went for an EXPENSIVE lunch with my mum..and she drove me to the dentist..After tat,i requested mum to drive me to school as i wanna see the training..and there i go again..hopping up the stairs to the hall..and watched training..was rather sad cux cannot train,got to just sit to watch..pathetic luh..couldnt walk luh..so im lyk hopping all the way!!damm tiring!~ Mr.chew drove me home..was rather paiseh luh..got to trouble him..

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

2009-03-14T14:55:00.005+08:00

Today's the last day of school before the MARCH HOLIDAYS!!hahas..damm happy luh..plus no lessons again..due to the celebrate life thingy..we had DINING ETIQUETTE also..

][THIS was my desert after the meal!^^super duper nice!][

][PHOTOS at Yishun safra][

Shiling,me,cass,yiting,dorita,hejun,weiling

STRAWBERRY~

Yilong~

QINGHAI~

KAIMING~

JOGATHON DAY!

2009-03-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

It's JOGATHON DAY!!yay..no lessons~woohoo~met shiling early in the morning to have our breakfast together..ate 'you tiao with soya bean drink'..nice nice^^
then we proceed to the AMK PARK for our run..hahas..nice weather siol..though it was quite boring..The run starts at about 7plus goin 8..den off we go running and running..The results was still okay..One sec4 gal came in first!den followed by yiting..then me..then He jun..so on.....
After the run,we head back to school..for games and stuffs..then after everything,assembled in the hall to watch video on this day's events and stuffs..give out prizes..my class won prizes too^^ each of us got $2 voucher for MAC. though very little but stil got win..hahas..
So,overall,it was quite a tiring day~ after being released from assembly,went bugis with LINGGERRY and STRAWBERRY!damm fun luh..chat chat chat~giggle here and there~hahas..we even slept at the MOS BURGER restaurant..only me and linggerry..strawberry didnt sleep despite being as tired as us luh..HAHASXD..after tat,lingerry got to go home already..so left me and strawberry,and we went aljunied watch match..and went dinner..and lastly,home sweet home:)

went rebecca's hse after training

2009-03-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

Got training 2dae..but was SUPER DUPER late-.- happened a lot of things~horrible things..haix..was rather moody luh..damm sad..but wad to do?it's my fault..sian..
Train train train...2dae jumped abt 14 or 15 times of standing board jump lo cuz gt e sevice thingy..everyone must serve over.if fail to do so,everyone gt to jump across e court!damm tiring luh!@.@ but it's good~hahas..
after training,waited for him to come den pass him e things..and off i go to REBECCA's house^^damm fun man..first,she taught me some korean,then,went swimming with her..funny dao~ Lastly,we watch movie..hahas..'slamdog millionaire'..damm nice luh^^watched from 8 plus till 10 plus siol!super long~then went home ler..tired sia..my eyes got serious eye bag ler lo..but it was great spending such time together:)happy moments~

first match of nationals~

2009-02-27T16:11:00.000+08:00

TODAY's friday!dragged myself up to get ready for school@_@ was planning to be late for school or smth..but in e end,still managed to get out of my bed..den got myself ready for school..blah blah blah..lessons,lessons,lessons~and off i go for my first match of nationals~against dunman secondary..2-1 lo!!ohman..didnt play well 2dae..kinda disappointed:X after match,went for e principal's talk..blah~blah~then went back hall to watch match..bukit pangjang vs cedar..2-1 too..after tat went to BATHE!!woohoo~shiok siol!den go 'WOW' room to do my homework as we're waiting for e time to go coach's coffee shop to eat dinner!^^

MY meal at MR.luo's coffee shop^^

me and chantel~(junior)

Was damm full after eating so much food luh!actually,me and chantel was damm full after eating already..but e food was still not finished..so we decided to play game..loser will eat..den i lost TWICE lo!damm.....but she lost one..so ate quite a lot too..HAHAHAHAS!!

When we're back in school after e long noisy bus ride(even the bus driver oso cant stand us),actually planned to go somewhere to slack slack..but in e end,cass,ciyin,weiling,estella went home..so left me and sili..den we went to e amk park there to sit swing!!hahas..damm fun luh..very long never sit swing ler..

[HERE'S A PHOTO OF HER AT E PLAYGROUND IN E PARK]

IT's SILLY~

HISTORY PAPER

2009-02-25T02:45:00.000+08:00

Went school 2dae..almost late again lo..sian..but heng..had history paper,it's e last paper of my common test!^^happy dao~but hor..i dun noe how to do the paper..=.=
Then lessons lessons~super sian plus tired lo..after school,went with shiling,dorita,raymond and qinghai to play pool..WAH..i damm NOOB sia!dunch noe how to play lo!veri paiseh sia..but as we played on,it'd been fun!^^hahas..played until not bad~XD although it's fun,but am still veri tired!my eyes lyk----->@_@ liao..
anws,nth to post ler..

SLACKIIESS DAY!

2009-02-24T03:07:00.000+08:00

HMM..didnt attend school cuz got muscle ache below my chest there PLUS,got cramp!cramp!cramp!M**S****T**N cramp!@.@ couldnt get off my bed luh!terrible!!and so,i didnt take my science paper@_@ sian!!also couldn't attend training too..more sian..the whole day rot at home..cant do this,cant do that~ ARGH!!damm irritating..
But..but..but..i got long hours of rest!^^not tat bad after all~

TRAINING~training!~training~

2009-02-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

It's saturday~suppose to be a happy day..but was exhausted from training..2dae's training was e best!sweat a lot,a lot..even e whole shirt was wet sia!PLUS,had physical training..wheelbarrowX8 and standingboardjumpX8 too!!super tiring luh..but at least i managed to finish it as fast as i could..
AS..i saw someone whom i dun wish to see!!but,even till now,i still cant figure it out why u had a change in mind abt/feelings towards me..maybe im just not tat good bah,or i'd done something wrong..it was TERRIBLE luh..but it's okay..e pain is being caused and it's an end of our story..IT HAD BECOME A HISTORY ALREADY!and please..those who are so interested to noe,can just directly come to me..dun nid to make wild guesses or ask other ppl..
ONE MORE THING,went 'somewhere over the rainbow' with cass and sili..super busy indeed!!

watched bb match!

2009-02-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..nothing special happened 2dae..had P.O.A paper..e paper damm chim luh..balance sheet cant balance..was pissed off lo..spent a lot of time on it and still cant balance!die ler luh..then, lessons,lessons~after tat gt assembly in e hall..
and WOOHOO!!school ended!!went aljunied with strawberry to watch match..was happy for them as they won and even thrashed e opponent!^^congrats~

NORTH ZONE FINALS!

2009-02-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY's thursday:)got social studies paper this morning..only managed to complete part of the question..rather pathetic..then,lessons lessons~but was released from class at 1030..and off we go to the sports hall!for our FINALS against chungchenghigh(yishun)..was excited as it was e last NORTHZONE ler..but i played lyk shit..so was totally demoralized..plus,my ear got swollen when accidents do happen during e playing of e game..
BUT,after e match,we went 'ri ben chun' to eat..and e bill's on mr.ang..all of us ate till damm full luh!thankyou mr.ang..

][pictures of u,of me,of us!][

CASS,ME,SHILING!

STRAWBERRY,ME,LINGERY!

Group photo..but Hejun wasn't around-.-

it's e last memory of e last northzonecompetitions ler..

OHYAH..still got..e later part of e day after e prize presentation..went bishan library with sili to study..and nutnut joined us too..after studying,we started talking and talking..damm funny luh!!lots of chui stuffs happened..[eh..must keep secret arh!cannot say]super duper chui luh!HAHAHAHA!!XD

MATH COMMON TEST!

2009-02-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

TODAY!got chapel service and off we go for our MATH common test paper..1hr lo..sian..
e paper was okay:) after tat got lessons!
AH~HAH!~2dae was SUCH an 'EXCITING' day man!!damm EXHAUSTED luh!
FELL asleep during math and bio class>< really cannot tahan already!!so took a short nap..jus a couple of mins onli..but still..veri sleepy!!
AFTER lessons!!got remedial..chemistry practical~and had a 15 mins break as e practical wad dragged..then went for social studies remedial!damm pathetic luh!!didnt eat proper meal:'( remedial till 430 lyk tat..and lastly,off i go for my training!!by tat time,im SUPER DUPER tired!!
Training ended at abt 6 plus 7,then went dinner with shoom,weiling,cass and ciyin..had a FILLING dinner!!~yummy yummy^^

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

2009-02-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm..WOKE up at 8plus..den cant go back to sleep already><>
After tat,went town wit shiling and cassandra..slack slack~den off we go,back home..
It's a TIRING day!!tomorrow surely got muscle ache de:'(
ANYWAY,

thank you JIANGLING!!and,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!~

thanx yiting!!

HAPPY 'advanced' VALETINE'S DAY!!

2009-02-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

I MADE THESE FOR MY TEAM-MATES!!=)

JUST A SMALL GOODIE BAG..

BUTTT..HOPE U GUYS LYK IT^^
][a small token of love!!<3][

HOW TO HANDLE A RELATIONSHIP IN A MATURE WAY?

2009-02-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

QUESTION:How to handle a relationship in a mature way?
Well how can I put it ....How do you handle a relationship in a mature way. what are the things you have to do to make sure that your relationship is mature enough.

ANSWER:Just be your self and when it comes the time to be totally mature about the relationship then you will know! Have deep,& honest, discussions with each other. Don't try to be overly mature, because when you do that they begin to think that you are thinking that you are smarter then them, and they begin to loose interest in you, and vice-versa! If you are only doing this because you feel that he/she is not looking at you as being a mature enough person to be with, then you should just move on! They are suppose to want to be with you,for you! If someone expects you to change your ways because they feel that they are more mature, or better then you in any way, then they are not worth wasting your time with!!!!Good Luck!!!!

WENT TO SEE TEAM BAG BEFORE TRAINING!

2009-02-08T08:57:00.000+08:00

WOKE UP TOO EARLY?

IN BUS..GOIN QUEENSWAY!!

CHUA AND CIYIN!!

THIS IS WHAT I AM FEELING!

2009-02-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

BEFORE~
[勇气]
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易..
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

*爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心..*
(repeat from start)

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你!
(repeat **)

AFTER~
[说好的幸福呢?]
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢了
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心,一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
(repeat from start)
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

IT'S E 7TH DAY OF NEW YEAR!!

2009-02-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

TODAY..woke up damm early..had nightmare..and once woken,couldn't get back to my lala~ land ler><>

Anw,was moody of course..so went to skool at abt 9..train with e VOLEI gals for awhile den off i go to do my weights!!damm fierce luh..do until i PONG arh..then..went for lunch..aftertat,played GAME with zhonghe,weiming,dudu,zhenye,ziping..damm fun luh!!super funny!!By then,it's training time ler..so warmed up and everything..train~train~train~ and its night time ler..

So..2dae's a BUSY day for me!!didn't stop..always keeping myself busy so i wouldn't think of ..

][DINNER AT GODMOTHER'S PLACE][

STEAMBOAT!!

NICE NICE^^

]['LAO YU SHENG'][

BEFORE~

AFTER

POUR EVERYTHING IN!!

LYK 'ROJAK' LYK TAT-.-

GRAVY~

GET SET,

GO!!

LIFT IT AS HIGH AS POSSIBLE!!^^

E RESULT..AFTER ALL E MIXING~

IT"S SILLLYYY"S BIRTHDAY!!

2009-02-01T13:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY,SILI

cover of e cake!!LAME!!=.=

the cake shot1..

cake shot2!!

e one with candles^^

HERE!!BIRTHDAY GIRL!~~

aww..she blew off some candles ler>< (paiseh..camera slow..)

dorita bua cake on her face!!hahas

close up view..

cut cake #1=)

cut cake #2..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

SLEPT at about 2plus 3 in the morning..and Woke up at about 8 plus this morning!!>< eyes="">Hmmm..went to Godmother's house to 'pai nian'..then..went to watch movie with my 1st sister!!"IP MAN"!!It was so damm cool luh!!worth it to go watch!!^^ actually,watchin 'love matters' after e first movie..but gt caught up by a call from my mother tat we have to go help out at her stall!!DEN SIAN DIAO!!><

BUT..we took 'neoprint'..it has been ages since i last took photos in a neoprint machine lo..nice nice^^hahas..

SHOPPING AT BUGIS!~

2009-01-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

Training in the MORNING!!OMG..i woke up late and of course was late for training..ohman..i had a tiring day ytd..so didnt really get enough sleep><>< face="georgia" color="#ff0000" size="4">OH..check out this pic!!you can find it in BUGIS VILLAGE..drink stalls there^^

sexy huh?CHIO MAN!!HAHAHA!!

ENJOYABLE DAY!!^^

2009-01-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

TRIP TO REBECCA'S HOUSE!!~~

REBECCA(om-bah) & mii!!

At night..went home at abt 1040pm=)

Hahas..damm fun luh..went to rebecca's hse "study"..cooked lunch ourselves sia!!hahas..damm delicious..hmmmm...YUMMY YUMMY!!~shernet joined us at a later part..she's so funny!!hahas!!laugh & laugh & laugh non-stop!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

][PICTURES OF REBECCA!!][

solo pic1..

solo pic2=)

solo pic3!!^^

solo pic4~

SMILES~!!

THIS WAS FOR YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-14T12:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BOI!!

IT MAY SEEMS SIMPLE..BUT IT'S SPECIAL IN MY HEART..HOPE YOU LIKE IT^^

ps:It's a whistle..special siol^^

CHRISTMAS EVE!!WITH MY BOI!!^^

2008-12-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

THESE ICE CREAMS WERE MADE BY MY BOI!!SUPER ULTRA DELICIOUS~

NEVER GONNA FORGET!!

SO SWEET LUH!!THANX DEAR!!
SEEING YOU USING SO MUCH STRENGTH JUST TO MAKE THOSE FOR ME>< thank you veri much:)LOVEs~
you shall now only be part of my memories ler:( it's heart breaking..feeling tat u're further and further away='(

HAPPIE DAY!!

2008-12-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up damm early 2dae!!at abt 6 plus..ytd was busy doin some lame stuffs till abt 1 plus 2am..SO..didnt pack bag for 2dae's schedule><

Went to eat lunch with,novia,shumei,shiling,and hejun..after tat,yiting came..and we set off to NOVIA'S hse:)went to SWIM,the water damm freaking cold luh..all cannot stand it!!SPA for approximately 2HRS long luh..skin allll lyk ahmas><

SAUNA~ awhile,cannot tahan liao..super duper difficult to breathe luh!!><

Lastly,bathed and went for dinner..GREAT day,GREAT fun!!walked ard heartland mall and sat bus back together~hahas..left e 5 of us for e bus trip and we occuppied e BACK ROW of e bus^^damm crazy luh..all e crappingS and laughingS..crazy-ness to the max man!!

really enjoyed myself 2dae with them..damm relaxing~

Next up,is tmr..getting back results ler..had prepared for e worst!!but im on e right attitude side:)[ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!!~]im gonna make it through de!!thanx dar for e encouragement,though u didnt say much..The little careandconcern you gave will fall deeply in my heart!!ilu..

][PICTURES~PICTURES~!!][

shot1:failed><

shot2:falied again!!><

SHOT3:FAILED FAILED FAILED!!

AHHH...Finally!!PERFECTION~

left-to-right:mii,ahhe,eating,noveeeeee,shoooom,lingerrry!!

1st day of his return..

2008-12-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

Well,woke up at abt 930am!!my alarm luh><
Hmm,woke up again,replied his msg,slack slack slack~and off i go for TRAINING!!

][TRAINING][
training was tiring as usual..but my team-mates are BACK!!hahas..from V-rex under15..but but but..i played lyk SHIT during training..ohman!!:s

shumei,novia,muthu,seeun gt come back to train wit us^^happie sia..after training,me,novia,shiling,shumei,yiting,seeun,and hejun went e market behind our skool to eat..i ate dessert..STRAWBERRY ALOE VERA!!damm delicious luh!~^^xin fu dao~

After tat,went to meet him..hmm..should say he come and look for mi..but i made him wait sia..cux when i just started eatin,he msg mi say he reach liao..den i was lyk..oh no..><

hmmm..im a good listener..so i am veri quiet when u're speakin..im sorry for being so emotional..the things u said,takes time for mi to fully get wad u're toking abt..maybe until now,i still dun get some points tat u'd said..but i think nvm bah^^i'll get it someday..
ANW,WAS HAPPY TAT U'RE BACK!!^^ilu..

mynewjournal~

2008-12-14T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..this is my first day of blogging^^gonna put up lots of my memories during my trip to CHINA with my team-mates and especially those 3 days at BEIJING~Unforgettable!!

][IN E AEROPLANE!!][

miie,dorita&cass!!(we sat together)

][OUR FIRST LUNCH WHEN WE'RE IN CHINA][

Cass&Dorita=]

][FIRST VENUE][

miee&Hejun~

Shling&miee(room-mates,partners,bestties!)

miee&EATINGemonster)

sama sama batch^^

][BRIDGE][

][Dinner with my favourite dish][

][Their school][

this..is e sports hall..we had our trainings and friendly match here...

they played this during their P.E. lesson..so cool!!

...........miee..........................shiling..........

look at that!!so mani students!!more lyk a street than a skool to mi><

Beautiful isnt it?

][GU LANG island][

Japan invaded this place><

this is where those villagers live..

so cute!!

Do they look alike?

damm funny luh!!

we walked damm long sia!!

DuDu~with his 'mini' steps..

sunny day^^

wad a meal!!yummy yummy!!^^

CUTEEEEEEEE sia!!><

group photo^^

][US..JUST US..][

With Johnathon~he's a good man!!^^

opps..zilian><

Was exhuasted after long distance of walking over e days><

cass&miee

water cube..

][PLANE back to SINGAPORE!!][

sat wit EATING!!~~(e plane damm uncomfortable luh!!)

SHOPPING WITH YITING!!

2008-09-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

HAJI LANE~

YITING AND HER NEPHEW!!